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Winter in Black Orchard, Wisconsin, is long and dark, and sixteen-year-old Vayda Silver prays the snow will keep the truth and secrecy of the last two years buried. Hiding from the past with her father and twin brother, Vayda knows the rules: never return to the town of her mother’s murder, and never work a Mind Game where someone might see.
No one can know the toll emotions take on Vayda, how emotion becomes energy in her hands, or how she can’t control the destruction she causes. But it’s not long before her powers can no longer be contained. The truth is dangerously close to being exposed, placing Vayda and her family at risk.
Until someone quiets the chaos inside her.
Unwanted. That’s all Ward Ravenscroft has ever been. To cope, he numbs the pain of rejection by denying himself emotions of any kind. Yet Vayda stirs something in him. He can’t explain the hold she has on him–inspiring him with both hope and fear. He claims not to scare easily, except he doesn’t know what her powers can do. Yet.
Just as Vadya and Ward draw closer, she finds the past isn’t so easily buried. And when it follows the Silvers to Black Orchard, it has murder in mind.
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Chapter One
Vayda
Disaster came as a boy in a Catholic
school uniform. That boy was my brother, Jonah.
We’d seen disaster,
somehow crawled out from the ruins, and lived. It didn’t just happen, all
explosive and bombastic so we knew everything changed. A real disaster began
with a spark of fire that rose in the air and snuffed out. When the ash landed,
it was still hot enough to burn, and from that ember, everything we knew went
up in flames.
It happened before. I
had reason to fear it would happen again.
My fingers drummed on
the time-scarred armrest of a chair in Monsignor Judd’s office. Someone had
etched a cross into the wood five, ten, maybe twenty years ago. A saint’s stare
bore down on me from the stained-glass window; no comfort lay in his face, only
my guilt for not knowing the saint’s name. Outside the office, Monsignor stood,
fingers steepled, while the heating vent blew the draping of his cassock. His
ear angled to the young nun whispering with him over the manila folder of
Jonah’s permanent record. Curls snaked from her nun’s habit, and her eyes slid
to watch me. Dull, dark. Nearly dead.
My hands grew warmer.
I forced my breathing to slow. Calm down, Vayda girl. Nothing to get worked up
over yet.
Not easy when I was a
human magnet for emotion.
Slouching in his
chair, Jonah fidgeted with a hole in his blue trousers. I always thought he’d
blow our cover someday, but that didn’t mean I was ready for it. A bruise
purpled his cheekbone. His heat, a mix of emotion and energy, radiated to
further prickle my hands until they were scorching. I needed to cool down, put
everything on ice to stabilize Jonah and myself. I exhaled in hope of a cold
breath. My twin’s fury was more than I could absorb.
You outdid yourself
this time. I pointed the thought to his mind like a laser. Do you honestly
think fighting with Marty Pifkin is worth all this trouble?
He avoided eye
contact, naturally. That didn’t mean he didn’t listen. Silent to all but me, he
answered, Dati’s already gonna read me the riot act. Don’t give me any grief,
especially since I was defending you.
Defending me from
Marty Pifkin of all people. Let it go. What’s done is done. I didn’t know
whether to give my brother a good wallop upside the head like our mom would
have or pray we’d skate on by. Keep at it, Jonah, and people will notice what
you can do. Throwing a desk without using your hands isn’t exactly wisdom for
the ages.
Why don’t you keep
that in mind the next time you lose it and break all the light bulbs in the
science lab? He swiped a rogue strand of long, dark hair from his face. You
lack subtlety and finesse, Sis.
Subtlety. Finesse.
Words sixteen-year-old boys knew ohso-much about. I choked on a laugh and
lowered my eyes to the ratty, blue Chucks I paired with my Catholic school plaid,
wool skirt, and tights. Even if it wasn’t my school uniform, I wore dresses
most days. I could move my legs and didn’t feel so caged in.
Brushing away the
glass dust on my thighs, I ignored the blood drying on my hands and clasped
them together. They were less dangerous that way.
The door to the office
lobby opened. The new nun resembled a black dandelion seed as she glided into
Monsignor’s office. She was followed by the head priest and my father. The
scent of wood dust clung to him. Most parents visiting St. Anthony of Padua
High School rolled in wearing suits or golf attire, and then there was Dad with
his Fat Tire shirt and varnish-splattered jeans—evidence he’d been working on a
restoration when called to the school. Even if the fight between my brother and
Marty hadn’t already strained my mental barriers, I still would’ve noticed
Dad’s disappointment.
Dad lived by so-called
cardinal rules. Looking at Jonah, there was only one rule I thought: There’s a
devil on every man’s shoulder, whispering in his ear. Only he decides if he’ll
throw salt at the devil or feed him his soul.
“What happened,
Magpie?” Dad asked, a Georgia-born drawl buttering his voice as he checked out
the cuts on my hand.
“Broken glass, Dati,”
I answered.
“You ought to be more
mindful, don’t you think?” His question had nothing and everything to do with
breaking glass.
Monsignor cleared his
throat. “Sorry to have you back in my office so soon, Mr. Silver.”
“Twice in one week is
overkill.” Dad stood behind Jonah and me, a hand on each of our shoulders.
“I’ve spoken with our
new staff psychologist, Sister Polly Tremblay.” Monsignor introduced the new
nun. “She was hired this year after Dr. Fernandez took a position in Madison.
Our newest Sister is a licensed practitioner, educator, and bride of Christ.”
Dad raised an eyebrow.
“Is she now? That’s all so very impressive, Sister. Do you go by Sister Polly
or Sister Tremblay?”
The nun blinked twice,
no emotion registering on her face.
“Sister Tremblay.
Polly is from my past life.” Monsignor grabbed the manila folder from the nun’s
hands and hurried through his words. “Sister Tremblay has acquainted herself
with Jonah’s file and feels he may benefit from some sessions with her. If I
may be frank, Mr. Silver, your family came to Wisconsin two years ago, but of
the people I’ve spoken with, no one really knows you. Certain appearances are
important, especially for an institution such as St. Anthony’s. I’m sorry to
have to say anything in front of your children, but you must all be aware of
the situation I’m in while I’m deciding Jonah’s punishment.”
“You’re a widower
running an antiques business,” Sister Tremblay added.
“What’s that got to do
with anything?” Dad snapped.
“The adjustment period
after moving, especially when grieving, can be prolonged. In that regard, two
years isn’t very long at all,” Sister Tremblay answered. “Teenagers often cope by
acting out. If you’re as busy as I suspect—”
“I’ve got time for my
kids,” Dad argued. “Always.”
The heating vent
blasted more hot air into the office. My brother burned with frustration, and
my shoulders tightened. I cracked my knuckles, all too aware of how the lights
dimmed.
Monsignor Judd let out
a sigh. “Sister Tremblay is only suggesting that talking to someone away from
family could be good for Jonah.”
There was no “outside
the family.” There never was. Hard to make friends and get past the New Kid
stigma when we were either cooped up at home or at Dad’s shop under his watch.
No wonder our classmates thought we were weird—we were.
The hairs on the back
of my neck stiffened. I shifted in my chair for a better view into the lobby
where another boy waited to talk with Monsignor. The hair curling near his jaw was
the color of liquid cinnamon dashed with espresso, and a wire tethered an iPod
to his ears as he held an icepack to his bottom lip.
Jonah’s sort-of
friend, Ward.
He averted his eyes
from mine.
My hands grew hot
while the overhead lights flickered, drawing everyone’s attention to the
ceiling. Dad’s grip pumped my shoulder.
Jonah stretched his
legs. “I’m not hanging out with no damn shrink. Marty Pifkin’s got everyone
wrapped around his finger.”
“Here we go again,” I
muttered. “Jonah, stop it.”
“That guy is a
creeper, and—”
I glanced to Dad for
sympathy. “Marty asked to compare answers on our homework and Jonah lost it.”
“—he was bothering
Vayda,” my brother talked over me.
“Guys like that
shouldn’t be talking to her. He’s gadje. I didn’t throw the first punch, didn’t
ask for Ward’s help. I barely know the kid.”
Monsignor waited until
Jonah and I both quieted down.
“What’s gadje?”
Jonah gave Dad a
pleading stare. We never let others knowthe meaning of words we’d grown up
with, but Dad confessed,
“To some, it means
outsider, though you could say we’re the outsiders here.”
Monsignor gave a reluctant
nod. “Marty claims Jonahthrew a desk. That’s not behavior that will go
unpunished.”
“And the physics lab? Every
light was broken.” Sister Tremblay crossed her arms.
I sank into my chair
and hid behind my hair. No one could avoid those dull eyes. I wanted out of the
office. Now.
The Flickering of the
lights grew faster. I shuddered, not cold, but burning up. The poster of a
kitten clinging to a clothesline while cheering “Hang in there!” obviously
didn’t relate to how fragile my grip was when so many emotions flooded a room.
Usually I kept it together with mental barriers to deflect the constant flow of
others’ feelings, but so much tension…
“You’re seriously
suggesting a couple of kids broke every light bulb just like that?” Dad’s voice
rose. He gestured to the palsied lights. “Y’all would be better off hiring an
electrician before the school burns down.”
The room skewed left,
and my vision blurred, head dizzied. Too hot, cluttered. My hands—I shut my
eyes. Monsignor and Sister Tremblay had to be staring, but I couldn’t worry
about them.
Energy. Rising.
Crack!
A fracture drove down
the length of the fluorescent light above the desk. Sister Tremblay yelped and
snatched Jonah’s folder to her chest.
“Hell of a power
surge.” Jonah’s black eyes searched for a way into my mind. Not gonna let him
in, not this time. He was worried, but nothing was wrong, nothing at all,
except that I felt like I could pass out.
“Vayda, go get some fresh
air,” Dad ordered. “You’re flushed.”
Monsignor dismissed me,
and with the expected curtsey before hoisting my backpack onto my shoulder, I
cracked my knuckles one last time to diffuse the energy swelling in my hands. I
stepped out of the office, out of the glow of the stained-glass window, and paced
near the chairs where Ward waited. Jonah started this whole mess. Marty had
done nothing to me—this time. Marty never listened until Jonah made him. Ever
since that first fight, Jonah had his anger centered on Marty. Anything Jonah
felt, I felt ten times worse. When he was happy, he was very happy, but when he
was angry, he was furious.
Mom had been the same
way.
“I promise you won’t
go belly-up if you hold still.” Ward’s voice was deep, raw honey. His head
rested against his chair, his left eye cracked open, watching me.
I gave him a weak
smile. I liked his voice.
Ward had been at our
school only since Monday, and already the social boneyard where Jonah and I
roamed had claimed him. After we transferred in following Christmas break nearly
two years ago, we tried blending with the nameless, faceless uniforms, but it
wasn’t so simple. The other students never warmed to us, and we hadn’t to them.
We weren’t from here, didn’t look or act like them. We were among the Avoided,
but, as of yesterday, we had a shadow. A gadje shadow.
“How’s your hand?”
Ward asked.
I glanced to my
brother and father talking to Monsignor. That Jonah hadn’t chased off Ward was
a tacit tolerance of him. “A few cuts. I’ll live.” I twisted my black hair,
skimming my hips. “You hardly needed to play the white knight. Marty’s not much
of a dragon, more like a salamander.”
“Maybe I like fighting
salamanders.”
Chipped, gray polish
colored his nails. Artsy in an I-don’t give- a-damn-I’ll-wear-it-if-it’s-clean
way. If Monsignor noticed, that’d earn Ward a detention or two.
“Listen, gadjo.” He
didn’t deserve social devastation all because of my cavalier brother. He needed
to back off from us. While he still could. “Marty won’t bother you if you don’t
bother him. Tangling with him will never be forgotten.”
His mouth twitched,
neither a grin nor a frown. “I don’t scare easily.”
He slipped on his
headphones once more. Must be nice to be so untouched, unfazed. Must be
peaceful.
“Hey,” I called. He lifted
one side of his headphones. “What are you listening to?”
“Music.”
Smart ass.
Thud!
A chair had overturned
in Monsignor’s office and rocked ever so slightly. A chair no one had been sitting
in. Dad’s muffled voice came fast as he pulled Jonah by the arm. From the dark
expression on his face, we were in for a major talking to.
“We need to leave.
Now,” Dad said as he steered Jonah out of the office.
He whisked us past the
sanctuary where our footfalls echoed on wood floors polished by nuns until
glistening. The school was a dour extension off a century-old Catholic parish. The
walls in the language arts wing were painted rich blue, the Virgin’s color.
Hung between classrooms were carvings from the Stations of the Cross, thick
with dust except for Christ’s gaze, which followed us and knew my family’s
secrets and sins.
Outside was better.
Riding in the car, the windows lowered to allow in the re-musk
smell of October, but there was something else, an odor of things buried deep
in the black earth. Dad steered into a parking lot by a grocery store. The heavy
silence in the car made it impossible to push back the memory of the last time
we pulled over like this. Instead of a parking lot, it’d been off a highway in
a forest in northern Georgia and, with the haze of morning fog guarding the
Chevy we’d escaped in, Dad had vowed we were going straight to Black Orchard, a
town in Wisconsin near Canada. There, we would start over.
Find somewhere new.
Claim different names.
Dad pushed his fingers
through his black hair, streaked with silver, and set his eyes, the same green
as mine, on my reflection in the rearview mirror. “This stops now. Your mama might’ve
called what y’all do Mind Games. But I won’t play.”
“Yes, sir,” Jonah and
I answered.
“Mind Games, if you
must work them, are private. Working them in public is how your mama found
trouble.” He twisted his wedding band. “We can’t risk a repeat of Georgia.”
I jerked my head to
the view out the window. Black Orchard, Wisconsin. Easter egg-colored Victorian
homes lined the streets, and people spoke with northern accents, which sounded
friendly no matter what they said. But pretty towns and nice people could
betray you.
Last time that
happened, we escaped with nothing but our lives.
If it happened again,
would we even have those?
About the author:
Sarah Bromley lives near St. Louis with her husband, three children, and two dogs.
She likes the quiet hours of morning when she can drink coffee in peace, stare into the woods behind her house, and wonder what monsters live there.
When she’s not writing or wrangling small children, she can be found volunteering at a stable for disabled riders.
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