It felt inevitable that one day soon she would fade completely from my grasp. I caught my breath—what if she’d slipped beneath the surface? I imagined her gone from me in the way I feared more and more lately.
Published: November 15th, 2019
Iona Dickinson doesn't know she's a witch...until she unknowingly makes a deadly wish that reopens a 300-year-old curse on her family. Torn between conflicting beliefs of family and friends, Iona must risk losing all of them as she gains self-acceptance in The Recollection of Trees.
Prologue
I couldn’t take it anymore. Every
nerve in my body anticipated the slightest movement in the
hallway. I could hear a TV audience clapping in the
distance, which meant
my stepfather Richard was
probably sleeping in front of the television downstairs. He usually slept like a saint after one of our fights.
I’d had enough. Mom cried every day
since she lost the baby. I
folded laundry and made dinner every day. I loaded the dishwasher every evening. She barely got out of bed for two months. I even raked the leaves because Richard
sure wasn’t going to do any of it.
She never asked if
I had homework. My first term report
card posted and she didn’t notice I
had straight A’s. I guess the miscarriage did something
to her—it was like she couldn’t be a mother anymore.
She unplugged from everything and everyone. Once, she left canned
soup on the stove so long it set off the smoke alarm. The soup pot was so scorched
I had to throw
it out. And another
time she left ice cream melting
in the cereal
cupboard.
I
understood her grief even though I resented it
at times. As awful as her withdrawal from life was, I could’ve lived with
it. I’d mothered her before.
The problem was her
husband.
Richard hated not being the center of Mom’s world and without her codependent
attention, his temper became dangerous. He took his frustration
out on me. I was the thorn
in my stepfather’s side, the proof that Mom once loved another man. Richard had always
resented her first
love, as if her life should’ve started the moment he came into it.
Her
first love was Rowan Dickinson, my elusive father.
“Mom?” I whispered, but there was no answer. I pictured
her there, asleep in the tub
with the water running.
It felt inevitable
that one day soon she
would fade completely from my grasp.
I caught my breath—what if she’d slipped beneath the surface? I imagined her gone
from me in the way I feared more and more lately.
I opened the bathroom door
and breathed a sigh of relief. Just
another bath she’d started and abandoned. I tiptoed across the tiles to shut
off the water just
as it reached
the edge of the tub. I left the stopper in the drain
and turned to check the bathroom mirror.
The damage was pretty bad this time. A thumb-sized bruise was forming on my cheek where Richard had squeezed my face when he was yelling.
My eyes were still
red and puffy
from crying, making them seem greener than usual. I would be able to hide most of it
with makeup, except for my swollen lip. I reached up to take down
my ponytail, wincing at the pain in abdomen.
I lifted up my t-shirt
to check my ribs. A bruise was already forming a couple of inches above the waistband
of my pajama
pants. I’d have to wear my hair down
for a few days to hide
the scratches on the side of my neck.
But I couldn’t let it happen again.
The back of my neck prickled.
Lightning flashed outside. In the mirror, a cloaked woman moved along the
wall behind me. I gasped and spun around. No one
was there. My breath
became quick and shallow.
I splashed water on my face to calm my racing heart.
Downstairs, the TV audience laughed again. I dried my face and hung up the towel. Thunder rumbled in the distance.
I set my jaw and went
to check on mom.
Her bedroom door was ajar. She snored
lightly in a small pile of used tissues,
exhausted from crying next to the empty crib. I held my
breath even though it hurt my ribs, and
crept past her room toward the stairs.
I took my time
down the stairs, careful to avoid the creaky spots
in the wooden floorboards. There was no way for me to get to the hall closet without being seen, so I slipped out
the back door
without my jacket
or shoes.
I stood on the back porch for a moment,
letting the damp October air clear
my thoughts. Under the
reddish full moon, the house
cast a long shadow across
the lawn. My socks
dampened as I crossed
the grass to the
old willow tree at the edge of our yard.
I parted the
long branches and stepped
into my sacred space. It was the only
place on earth where I felt calm. No shaky
hands. No panicky feelings. No pounding heart
or racing thoughts. No anxiety. No fear. I rubbed my hands up
and down my bare arms to keep
from shivering. Lightning flashed overhead,
followed by a low rumble of distant thunder. The wind picked up, rippling the leaves around me. I exhaled,
letting out a shallow
breath. Inside the safety
of the willow, my tears flowed, dotting my long night
shirt. I’d cried so many times under my
tree that I sometimes wondered if
it was my tears that
made its branches weep. Crying hurt my bruised ribs and swollen
lip.
The pain made it all too easy to summon my anger. I let the rage fill me,
releasing it in a torrent of half-choked words punctuated by sobs.
“I…h-h-hate h-him. I wish he would just
leave. I wish he would
get in the car and never come back!”
Lightning streaked the sky. A crack
of thunder broke overhead.
Startled, I threw my arms
around the dewy tree
trunk. Warm reprieve pulsed from deep
inside the tree, filling every
part of me. Soothing. Promising me something I didn’t understand.
I didn’t know it yet, but there was no turning back.
About the author:
Sadie Francis Skyheart (1972- ) was born and raised in Michigan. She currently lives in the Chicago suburbs with her husband, two sons, two cats, and a coonhound. She is a dedicated Detroit Lions fan. She likes to write in lucky Halloween socks, often while listening to Thirty Seconds to Mars or Chloe Moriondo.
THE RECOLLECTION OF TREES debuted as the #1 New Release in Children's Scary Stories and Top 10 Bestselling Teen & YA Ghost Stories. She is currently completing the script for book's feature film adaptation, THE ACCIDENTAL WITCH. She is an associate producer of IN THE DEATHROOM (2020), an award-winning crime drama based on a short story by Stephen King.
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