Would you ever travel forward in time if you knew it was a one-way trip?
Mr. Martin James has no such desire, but after being injected with a mysterious drug against his will, Martin hurtles through the years. This cruel twist of fate forces him to watch his children grow up and his wife grow old in a matter of days. Only an elusive group of scientists have the ability to stop his nightmarish journey; the very people who injected him in the first place. And while Martin James hopes to find a cure before everyone he loves is gone, others are uncertain if his journey can be stopped at all.
W. Lawrence weaves a future history filled with the best and worst of humanity, highlights the blessings and curses of technology, and pushes the limits of faith and hopelessness. Above all, Syncing Forward is a tale of one man's love for his family, and their devotion to saving him from being lost forever.
I am a fast reader and I made myself slow down so that I would not miss anything. Even if you are not a fan of science fiction (I'm not)you really should read this book. It is entertaining, engaging, and thought provoking. What more can you ask for in a book. I will definitely be reading this more than once. - Goodreads
EXCERPT
Blood test. Tissue sample from my
mouth. A stress test that involved walking instead of running. Then it was dinnertime, but the delightful smells of Miranda’s cooking
were absent. The meal was a near repeat of lunch, with the exception of a
“special” shake that tasted more like grass than anything else. The ladies ate
sparingly in front of me, and Bella picked cautiously at the salad her mother
put in front of her.
The evening eclipsed into the late
hours, and the girls’ eyes drooped. It was ultimately time for them to head off
to bed, and Jerry came in to demand that I get some sleep. I shooed them away
and told them I would go to sleep soon. With the kids ensconced in their beds
and the duo of doctors in the guesthouse, it was finally Miranda and me alone
in the living room. I tried holding her hand warmly, but she slipped it away
slowly, giving me a consolation pat before breaking contact.
“So . . .” I let the word
linger.
“I think you should get some
sleep.” She started to get off the sofa, when I grabbed her hand and pulled her
back to a sitting position.
“So.” I held her hand warmly but
firmly. “Tell me what’s on your mind. It feels like you’re upset with me.”
Miranda gazed into my eyes for a
while before speaking. When she did, I was surprised by what she had to say.
“Well, Martin, I am upset with you.”
“Okay, why?”
“I don’t know why. I just am.”
“That isn’t exactly true—”
“Damn it! Don’t interview me like
I’m some thief! I didn’t like it when you used to do it, and I still don’t like
it!”
“Miranda, give me a break and just
tell me what’s going on!” I raised my voice but quickly softened my tone, not
sure if the girls could hear us. “Honey, please, just say what’s on your mind.”
“Fine. I hate the fact that you are
fine and perfect and have only had to lose days or maybe even just hours of
your life while we’ve spent four years suffering through this nightmare.” My
wife was tearing up, but her antagonism clearly shone through.
I felt myself stiffening in
response. “So you think I should be suffering more?”
“No! But you’re like some transient
father who disappears for a decade, comes walking in on his kid’s thirteenth
birthday, and expects everyone just to accept you as you are.”
“How is any of this my fault?”
“Did I say it was your fault?”
“No, but you make it sound like I
planned it all this way.”
“Martin, you don’t understand. This
house, the money—it’s all a bandage. I’ve been fighting to keep this family
together and barely able to take care of anything. I have no family out here.
No friends. Lying to everyone I know about your condition. Lying to Mami and
Papi! Mis hermanos. Your brother. Bella is impossible. Amara is
worse than ever—”
“Jesus, Miranda, what kid would
deal with this problem well? And if you haven’t noticed, I am back. I am alive
and here and wanting my wife back, and you’re mad at me for that!”
Her arms went out wide. “For how
long, Martin? How long do we get you back for? A day? A month? The doctors
can’t guarantee you’ll recover.”
I shook my head. “No, you’re wrong.
They told me specifically that they felt confident in the treatment I
received.”
“Oh, did they now? And you know how
many treatments you received that they ‘felt confident’ about that didnothing? They
didn’t tell you about the dozens of medications and implants and treatments
they tried that failed miserably? They don’t call it Dambra forty-four because
they like the number. So sorry if I don’t share your excitement over Jerry and
Lenny’s stirring speech.”
I looked down at my lap and
fidgeted with my own fingers. What words could I say to put my wife’s heart at
ease? I didn’t dare debate her, nor did I even want to question how hard it had
been—how hard it still was. Miranda was going through what many soldiers’ wives
went through: raising a family on her own, managing a household, trying to have
a life she could call hers. But the worst thing for a soldier’s wife had to be
not knowing what might happen to her husband. Would he die tragically early, or
come home fine, or perhaps return with a handicap? There were no assurances in
the life of a soldier’s wife, and Miranda had experienced everything they might
go through.
And yet somehow her life was even
more stressful. I got that. There was no support group for husbands injected
with mysterious substances by crazed terrorist scientists. My sweet wife had
been going through this ordeal for four years truly alone. Dr. Gonzales’s words
rang in my ears from back in Washington, DC, when she warned me that my family
would suffer far worse than I would. She was right.
Miranda wiped her nose with a new
tissue when I leaned over and squeezed her.
“I’m so scared, Martin! I just want
to keep you home like this, and I’m afraid—”
“Don’t be. You had to go through a
lot, and don’t think I’m unappreciative. But I’m not going anywhere. I’m home
to stay.”
Miranda and I held each other for a
long time before we finally unlocked our arms. Our cheeks slid slowly against
each other, our lips brushing softly. At first awkward, our lips touched
pensively until they finally remembered our marital relationship. The kiss was
followed by another and another. Miranda silently stood up and guided me by
hand to our bedroom on the first floor. The four-poster bed was lovely dark
wood that—unlike the bed in our old house—matched the furniture around it.
Curtains carefully coordinated with the borders along the wall signaled that
Miranda had spent a long time designing and working on this room, unlike our
New Jersey house, where we had bought whatever was on sale from an online
store. This was everything she had always wanted in a master bedroom, and from
the tone of her voice earlier in the day I could tell she was proud of how it
had come out.
The bed was turned down and the air
scented with a cinnamon candle; my wife knew I loved cinnamon and must have lit
it during the course of the evening when she wasn’t angry with me. Smoothly we
sank onto the bed, embracing as a husband and wife were meant to, touching,
holding, grasping. I could feel her heat against my skin, and for those brief
moments we were completely oblivious to the torment time had put upon us.
Despite the days and years we had been separated, my wife and I were finally
together.
Miranda’s kisses fell upon me
faster and faster, along my neck and ear and cheek and mouth. Her hands moved
so quickly I had trouble perceiving their movements at first. The bracelet
alarm was going off, but it sounded like a Doppler effect, its pitch dropping
and the sounds becoming increasingly muffled, as if the alarm were rushing down
a country road and off into the distance. My wife stopped and stared at me for
the briefest of moments before she spoke hurriedly.
“Martin are you okay Martin Martin
no no not again notagain . . .”
I saw her grab for a tablet on the
nightstand, and she called for the doctors to hurry to the bedroom. Lenny and
Jerry stormed into the bedroom in a blur of motion with instrumentation in
their hands, asking me questions I was too slow to answer. Even if I could, my
hazy eyes and subdued ears were fixed on my poor wife, who sat on the edge of
the bed rocking back and forth, pulling at her hair. All I managed to make out
was her fading repetitions.
“Ican’tdothisanymoreIcan’tdothisanymoreIcan’tdothisanymore
. . .”
******
“No,” he answered with painful
honesty, “none of us do. But here’s what I do know. Your blood pressure has
been steadily dropping despite experiencing stressers like the interview DHS
conducted. Your body temperature is dropping. Your pupils are dilating slower
than normal. You were complaining to the agents that they were talking too
fast, and you’ve been describing your vision as blurry. As strange as it may
sound, I believe this drug you were injected with slows the human body down
considerably, and it does so on a subcellular level. I’ve never heard of such a
drug before, and it doesn’t match anything Innovo Pharmaceutical research
disclosed to us.
“Despite the fact that we can’t
isolate the drug from any blood or tissue samples, we’re moving forward with
the theory that these rogue doctors developed a drug that slows down cellular
activity and—for whatever reason—they injected you with that drug.”
His voice sounded faster than
normal. All of theirs were. They didn’t have the high-pitched fast-forward
quality you might expect to hear when things speed up, but they sounded
muffled, like I was listening to their words through a blanket. I rubbed my
blurring eyes as the room seemed to pitch to a five-degree angle—just slightly
off-kilter. The moment reminded me of a time from my youth when I’d had an
inner ear infection. We were living in the hurricane shelters in Texas, and I
remember stumbling around the house, bumping into walls and doors. Now, even
though I was strung to the hospital bed with a dozen electrodes, I just knew
that one step would have me toppling.
“Daddy!” Bella’s cute little voice
pierced the air as she rushed past the doctor and nurses and everyone else in
the room with blind enthusiasm. Seven years old and oblivious to everything
except wanting her father. It was only when she grabbed my arms and got close
that she realized my body was drizzled with wires. “Daddy, what is all this
stuff?”
Miranda and Amara followed with a
hospital worker in tow. Franciscus snapped at the worker that my family needed
to leave, and the next few seconds were a buzz of everyone talking over each
other.
“—they can’t be in here right now.”
“Martin, are you okay?”
“—isn’t the best time—”
“—going on with my husband?”
“—not going to tell you again to
get them out of—”
“Nurse, check those connections to
make sure it is reading right—”
“—let go of my daughter!”
Nurses and a new doctor
quick-stepped past my family and the agents. One woman was talking to another
so rapidly I couldn’t even make out what she was saying. The world turned about
fifteen degrees sideways, and instinctively my hand reached for the railing.
The air felt hot as nausea swelled, and I took a deep breath to keep from dry
heaving.
Bella yanked on my fingers. “Daddy,
can you take me to the vending machines?”
Amara snapped at her little sister.
“Stupid, how is he going to take you anywhere! He’s in a bed!”
“Ma’am, we’re going to need you and
your children to step out—” Agent Franciscus raised his voice.
I closed my eyes to gain my
composure. They were moving and walking and talking as if I were watching a
surveillance video through my own eyes.
“Hi, Daddy, how are you hey you
look funny are you playing around Daddy stop playing around Momma Momma Daddy
is acting weird!”
Bella’s sentences were all blended
together, and before I could respond she was being pulled from the room by my
wife. I blinked hard and flapped my eyelids to keep them from stinging
and—hopefully—to clear my head. I tried yawning to pop my ears, thinking
perhaps they were clogged. A second later Dave stood by the bedside, shaking my
arm.
“Martin Martin are you okay can you
hear me what’s wrong Buddy you’re not looking so hot can you please just say—”
Dave was talking as if on fast-forward, his words riding one upon another.
“Slow down,” I started to say,
trying to cut through their rapid speech and the concern on their faces. “I feel
very strange—”
The nurse cut me off. My voice
sounded raspy in my own head, and low-toned.
“Martin why are you talking so slow
do you understand what I am saying?”
“Yeah, but you can’t talk so fast—”
“I need you to tell me what you’re
feeling right now.”
I tried to get a word in edgewise.
“I’m trying to answer, if you would let me—”
Amara had been standing in the
doorway, watching the chaos from a distance after being yanked into the hallway
by somebody on the staff. She ran back into the room with the hospital worker
chasing after her. “Daddy why are you talking like that are you fooling around
you’re fooling right come on Daddy tell the truth you are playing right you are
pretending right Daddy?”
“No, sweetie, I’m not. I don’t—” I
couldn’t even finish one sentence as the girls kept talking over me. The woman
grabbed Amara with both hands and pulled her kicking and screaming from the
room, her face flushed with anger as they rapidly sank backward toward the
hallway. “Let go of my kid!” I tried to yell, but the command stalled in my
throat and sputtered out like a whisper.
“Leavehimaloneleavehimalonenowstopit!”
“We’vegottotransporthimtothelabrightnow
. . .”
“Wherearewemovinghimto?”
“Ma’amyouneedtocalmdownandtakeyourchildrenoutofhere—”
The room became a swirl of battered
sentences strung together and overlapping. The doctors and nurses took the
foreground, asking me questions, never waiting long enough for me to answer.
For split seconds I could catch the movement behind them. Miranda was holding
onto Amara now, dragging her from view. The hospital worker was bent over the
crying face of Bella.
“Belladon’tworryyourfatherisgoingtobefinethesemenareheartohelphimit’sokayit’sokaydon’tbescaredcomeonlet’sgowithyourmomandsisterokay?”
“. . .
thereisnosignofastrokewe’veplacedacalltoLangleyyesIunderstand . . .”
“. . .
sealoffthisareafromvisitors . . .”
“. . .
goingtoneedtotransporthim . . .”
Life turned sideways as they
wheeled my gurney from the room and raced to the rooftop. Tears were building
in my eyes again. I had to resign myself to quick glimpses of the world as I
shut my lids and peeked from behind them when something caught my ear or moved
me enough to rouse my curiosity.
By the time they got me into the
medivac helicopter, I finally understood what Bruchmuller had injected me with.
Those four syringes were the culmination of what these doctors had been
researching. The world wasn’t speeding up; I was slowing down.
I had become the rat.
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About the author:
W Lawrence was born in San Francisco, California, and moved two dozen times before settling in Pennsylvania with his extraordinarily patient wife and two precocious daughters. He wants a boy dog. He works in the world of corporate security as an investigator and professional interviewer/interrogator.
Lawrence is obsessed with 5K zombie runs, comes home empty-handed from hunting turkeys, and loves non-fiction books about pirates. He has no problem reconciling that his two favorite shows are Downton Abbey and The Walking Dead.
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